Have been 3 weeks long I had a whole day off, no work, no tutoring. I long for today
Went to granma’s place to fix some computer problems for gran and aunt… just really dont and cant understand why those young people just dont give little time to help them solve those simple issues…
are those few clicks really waste of your time? You just dont care! Anyway, a nice big family gathering to celebrate my aunt’s bday. Met everyone and ate a lot, from noon to nite…
The things recently happening on me inspired me a lot. Too many similar cases I know and I realised the fact is, those things are happening in everywhere, on everyone, at every moment, regardless of age, sex, in or not in a relationship. What the hell is going on?
I can’t believe but this is the real world, and they do exist. Am I too naive to believe in simple love? I guess so. I dont like and hate love games, miserably this seems to become the norms or rules to survive in love world. Or does pure love still exist? Love diminishes but everywhere is filled with hurts, lies, distrust, suspicion, tricks, traps… Relationships are no longer 1-1 but can grow like the networks in facebook… People seeking mates because they are afraid they will be lonely or simply they just love the ones and want to love? Sex is kind of casual or even a social thing that really doesn’t matter a lot. It happens everywhere! I am just too late to know and understand all these facts, but that’s enough, I’m really sick of all these. I’m still hard to believe what’s going on around me, well perhaps I’m actually the freak in others’ eyes: take these so serious.
I used to be a person wanted to find my love and strive for the future with all my efforts, as much as I could do, what in my imagination was good. Now I know it’s not easy and I doubt it’s wrong at all. I have no hopes. I’m weak and strengthless to live in such place. I just want to escape and stop my bleeding. I’m damn lost right now.
Where are my 正能量子? Seems all’s gone…
One good thing to cheer me up, Sammi will be one of the hosts for tomorrow’s Hong Kong Films Award!!!!! I just knew it today! Must watch!!! How long she hasn’t been on TV as a MC???! and this time with Dodo Cheng & Sandra Ng! Wow, must rush back home~ I already missed her today @ Time Square.
Sammi only participates in charity work after her concerts. As a host for HKFAA, she doesn’t charge any and needs to prepare what she wears for the ceremony because they’re running out of money. Isn’t she so good? hehe, love her!
